I feel drained.
I feel uncomfortable.
I feel unhappy.
I feel helpless.
I feel unwanted.
I feel unsure.
I feel lost at sea.
But I am the captain of my own ship.
How does one shut negative feelings off?
I’ve never believed in anything but positive psychology — yet I feel as deep and as blue as the unknown sea amongst us.
I could scream…but my lungs would just fill up with water.
I could cry…but tears would be masked and intertwined by the heaviness around me anyway.
I’ve been working on swimming upward — but I feel like I’m not moving.
I feel alone.
I am drowning, today. Tomorrow, I hope to master floating.